lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Saturday, November 21, 2009
9:55 AM
Had a v cool day today! As some of you guys know, I am recently actively preparing in a flashmob under ' Action for Aids' for a programme call ' Livelife'. Well, with the 1st time performing a flashmob, its also my 1st time going to a club and the experience is electrifying! HAHA! Me and Jaslyn actually reached at arnd 7 plus and we are considered one of the earliest to reach as most of the dancers except alvin have nt arrived. Therefore, we actually spend the time slacking around and practice on our own. It is until 8 plus when the instructor, Christopher came and some of his dancers that we started our real rehearsal. We have a major shift in dancing position again due to a lack of space of the stage.
Saw some crazy stuff going on, because the club decided to use helium to pump out balloons as decos, so right there is this guy n his bunch of frens who actually played along with them and they actually tried to tie them at his backside and its like create a whole mess and a fool of themselves. Gosh. Another thing is we also play along with this balloon that deflates, so Jaslyn was liked trying to take in Helium to try creating funny noises, instead of going high pitch, her voice become irregular HAHAHHA!
Anyway, the flashmob was split into 3 parts, 1st part is 2 guys dancing the nobody dance, secondly is our turn to dance the flashmob and also the third part is the candyman dance by christopher and his dancers. Gosh, thats a master piece man, their dance is super sexy and nice! HAHA! Got chance I will upload here. Basically, I think the whole performance was not bad at least I danced everything correctly and enjoy myself on stage and after that had some drinks with Jaslyn and jason gang, club to the music of womanizer and nobody. Also had a HIV test done to support this event and feel v pekcek cos of the way I scrabbed my gum for testing HAHAHA!
Bordom from the rehearsal makes me did this but its my 1st ever clubbing pics so must upload HAHHA!
Saturday, November 14, 2009
9:20 AM
Well, another hectic week is over, thank god for the various trials this week! Seem a lot of weaknesses of myself that has grown over time and now seeking to change them. Had decided to participate in AFA Livelife massdance flashmob at play and went to their rehearsals. Dancing was never easy especially to a rookie like me who do not have any dance training before, therefore have to learn everything from scratch. The rehearsal is cool but it made me notice I do not have coordination between hands and legs which is definitely important in dancing... reminds me of one taiwanese dance show where celebrities who do not have dancing experience to do a piece of assigned dance with the participating team, same experience faced here. Nonetheless, enjoyed the training and sweat a little which I liked as I have nt worked up for v long as I ponned Napfa training for a mth. The dance instructor is very professional and keep asking whether we can catch up and the staff at AFA were v sweet by printing song lyrics and buy drinks for us =). A nice end to the week filled with UTs, lessons and FYP.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
1:50 PM
Well, now is UT season, have been studying almost everyday until I am almost in love with studying theories HA HA. Well, highlights of the week is with the 2 sillies of cos! HAHAHA! Well, earlier in the day went to send off female silly! Ahhhhh she will be away for 6 days, gonna missed a good listening ears, her super crappy jokes and braces HAHAHA! Finally have a chance to see her sister and mum and sadly, she don't look like anyone of them, HAHAHA! Ok random. Another thing is I wana apologise to male silly cos he has to wait for almost an hour for me to reach there and he has to ' do nothing' in this period of time. Also, had a fun time talking to male silly, get to understand him better as a person and it is indeed interesting to know people of his personality type. Still waiting for him to show his bike helmet to me leh* wink wink* HAHAH!
Also, we planned a b day celebration for him at Jpot earlier this week. Really wana thank god that we can come together to celebrate this sacred moment for him as the lord choose this date for him to be given birth. HAHAHA.... female silly was liked telling me before surprising him that she actually brought male silly on a recce to the boutique that she bought his gift, however, happened that he mentioned he dun like that particular shirt that she bought, so she quite demoralised. HAHAHA!Plus male silly so distracting I need various tries then can receive her message. Also, we played the santa claus game and of cos it is designed in a manner to sabo and make male silly do forfeit, in the end become photo taking session. Interesting forfeit... HAHAHAHA!
On the bad side, I realised I have drifted away from my cg people probably I am nt close with them in the first place or I have not spend enough time to really fellowship with them. Especially during unit cg, I really felt weird to be there and I do not know if they are the people that I used to know.Also, having really serious stress and mood swings recently, think have to control my emotions a bit, that I only know through god this is possible.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
1:12 AM
awwww..... time flies, school has gone into the 4th week and understanding test is reaching soon, seriously have to start studying by this week to prevent overcramping of modules to study haha! anw... ytd went out with the 2 sillies and its always so crazy I mean literally! Hahah! I mean the female silly at ion orcahrd and was intending to buy something for that silly but it seems that there is nothing really nice to shop about plus do not have his fav limited edition shirt. Therefore, we went around ion window shopping, eat like crazy, treating here like hongkong paradise and waste money and blah blah. Met her group people and enjoy their company and went to amk hub to meet male silly to have pepper lunch. I never tried before pepper lunch bt I would say the 1st attempt is really a mixture of feelings! Panick , excited and many more! hahaha! Panick because of that I dunno hw to cook and stired excited is because the food is really nice and my skill of cooking maggie mee is nowhere worse hahahaha! yeah!Went to icekimo also and tried their horlick, tiramisu and milo icecream, very nice and affordable.... hahaha! Their ice cream is handmake and its afforable at 1 scoop-$2.80, 2 scoops-$4.20,3 scoops-$6.00. Yeah.... had a day of fun fellowship and also nice food yum yum.... I think I will not be anywhere near anroxic looking soon HAHAH!
Friday, October 23, 2009
10:50 AM
Learnt a few interesting things in class today:
1) Anti social: is it really means the person don't have friends? The real meaning behind anti social is to be self centred and not responsible to the society. One example can be vandalism, it is considered as an anti social act.
2) Introversion: It is also meaning you cannot make friends? No... it is about the way you behave yourself, such as do not take initiated to work with other people and perhaps when you do things you will think more deeply about yourself. Introversion does not affect your social life.
3) Multiple personality:Does it mean the person is weird? No! What we see is people's behaviour but not personality, behaviour is not the same as personality, bahviour is the outward form of your personality and behaviour can be changed on circumstances, therefore resulting in the so call multiple personality.
Reasons for writing this: Realised some of the common words used by modern society are stereotyping and changing the real meaning of certain words into the bad way. Haiz.....
10:39 AM
Just came back from steamboat gathering with fellow ushers of team 1 and 2, had a fun time fellowshipping with them and getting to know new ushers like adam and audrey. A good end to the week, which is very tiring and testing. This semster indeed is very stressful for me because of the way the schedule was fixed and the nature of the modules which requires a lot of pre readings and justifications. I admit I have been yearning for the end of the week every single day this week and finally it came. God really put me through hard time in school this week, went through debates and lesson with a lot of discussions and brain movements going on, I am sure that when I clinch to god, I am going to overcome everything that I encountered
A verse to encourage myself:
Romans 5:3-5Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
Indeed,doing so is hard, but by taking out the 1st step to do so, god will do a breakthrough in my life.
P.S Thank you god, he blessed me with 2 more As for daily grade this week even though I know I never really do well in class.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
11:10 AM
Well, 1st week of school has ended! And.. seriously I am disappointed with my own performance. I told god during service just now, I have been too stuck up with my comfort zone that cause me to unable to share my thoughts with my teammates, which cause me to unable to meet my own goal. Also, I gave myself personal stress, which I thought is unnecessary because I gave myself stress to work according to my own goal but nt god's, therefore it sort of like pleasing myself, when my goals should reflect god's vision for me. Therefore, I guess I fail to let god really work through me because of personal issues and god today really encourages me a lot, in the part which talks about to rebuild our lives by wise up in dealing with discouragement, as I reflect back, indeed there are a mixture of negative feelings in me during the past week, frustration, belittle of oneself, envy and so on.
Therefore, god showed me that we should actually tell the problems how big our god instead of keep telling him about our problems, which can be out of desperation and god can't work through us when we are emotional as it is internal threat which I think is more dangerous. Therefore, god really spoke to me is that instead of keeping the discouragement within ourselves, we should spend time and pray to god about it, to ask for more courage and confidence in him, instead of bombing everything to him, which will only cause further discouragement if god really never work through you when you yourself has a personal expectation that god will do everything according to your expectations.
