lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
1:12 AM
awwww..... time flies, school has gone into the 4th week and understanding test is reaching soon, seriously have to start studying by this week to prevent overcramping of modules to study haha! anw... ytd went out with the 2 sillies and its always so crazy I mean literally! Hahah! I mean the female silly at ion orcahrd and was intending to buy something for that silly but it seems that there is nothing really nice to shop about plus do not have his fav limited edition shirt. Therefore, we went around ion window shopping, eat like crazy, treating here like hongkong paradise and waste money and blah blah. Met her group people and enjoy their company and went to amk hub to meet male silly to have pepper lunch. I never tried before pepper lunch bt I would say the 1st attempt is really a mixture of feelings! Panick , excited and many more! hahaha! Panick because of that I dunno hw to cook and stired excited is because the food is really nice and my skill of cooking maggie mee is nowhere worse hahahaha! yeah!Went to icekimo also and tried their horlick, tiramisu and milo icecream, very nice and affordable.... hahaha! Their ice cream is handmake and its afforable at 1 scoop-$2.80, 2 scoops-$4.20,3 scoops-$6.00. Yeah.... had a day of fun fellowship and also nice food yum yum.... I think I will not be anywhere near anroxic looking soon HAHAH!
Friday, October 23, 2009
10:50 AM
Learnt a few interesting things in class today:
1) Anti social: is it really means the person don't have friends? The real meaning behind anti social is to be self centred and not responsible to the society. One example can be vandalism, it is considered as an anti social act.
2) Introversion: It is also meaning you cannot make friends? No... it is about the way you behave yourself, such as do not take initiated to work with other people and perhaps when you do things you will think more deeply about yourself. Introversion does not affect your social life.
3) Multiple personality:Does it mean the person is weird? No! What we see is people's behaviour but not personality, behaviour is not the same as personality, bahviour is the outward form of your personality and behaviour can be changed on circumstances, therefore resulting in the so call multiple personality.
Reasons for writing this: Realised some of the common words used by modern society are stereotyping and changing the real meaning of certain words into the bad way. Haiz.....
10:39 AM
Just came back from steamboat gathering with fellow ushers of team 1 and 2, had a fun time fellowshipping with them and getting to know new ushers like adam and audrey. A good end to the week, which is very tiring and testing. This semster indeed is very stressful for me because of the way the schedule was fixed and the nature of the modules which requires a lot of pre readings and justifications. I admit I have been yearning for the end of the week every single day this week and finally it came. God really put me through hard time in school this week, went through debates and lesson with a lot of discussions and brain movements going on, I am sure that when I clinch to god, I am going to overcome everything that I encountered
A verse to encourage myself:
Romans 5:3-5Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
Indeed,doing so is hard, but by taking out the 1st step to do so, god will do a breakthrough in my life.
P.S Thank you god, he blessed me with 2 more As for daily grade this week even though I know I never really do well in class.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
11:10 AM
Well, 1st week of school has ended! And.. seriously I am disappointed with my own performance. I told god during service just now, I have been too stuck up with my comfort zone that cause me to unable to share my thoughts with my teammates, which cause me to unable to meet my own goal. Also, I gave myself personal stress, which I thought is unnecessary because I gave myself stress to work according to my own goal but nt god's, therefore it sort of like pleasing myself, when my goals should reflect god's vision for me. Therefore, I guess I fail to let god really work through me because of personal issues and god today really encourages me a lot, in the part which talks about to rebuild our lives by wise up in dealing with discouragement, as I reflect back, indeed there are a mixture of negative feelings in me during the past week, frustration, belittle of oneself, envy and so on.
Therefore, god showed me that we should actually tell the problems how big our god instead of keep telling him about our problems, which can be out of desperation and god can't work through us when we are emotional as it is internal threat which I think is more dangerous. Therefore, god really spoke to me is that instead of keeping the discouragement within ourselves, we should spend time and pray to god about it, to ask for more courage and confidence in him, instead of bombing everything to him, which will only cause further discouragement if god really never work through you when you yourself has a personal expectation that god will do everything according to your expectations.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
9:06 AM
Just went to watch the ugly truth with cheryl and shawn hahaha my 2 beloved ushers. Quite a last min decision but since I have nothing to do after school plus I wana watch this movie. The movie on the whole is very crappy and too many sexual statements made which I won't revealed( haha I am nt stumbled by it).
Well, the story is basically centred around this TV producer(Abby) who has been initially trying hard to improve her tv programme ratings which is staggering low, however, the tv company found the host(Mike) of a programme called the ugly truth which talks about the reality man-woman relationship and sexual relationships. Initially, that tv producer don't really like him because of his crappy programme which seems not logical to her, but since that the company focus on ratings she has to accept it.The twist turns when Abby start to have a crush on a neighbour(Colin) and consults Mike for help.As they progress along with it, Mike and Addy slowly develop feelings for each other and eventually leading to Addy confessing to Colin that she had been turning into someone else to suit his checklist of ideal partner. Though at a point, Mike changed to CBS cos of better opportunities,Addy managed to get together with him.
Some lessons I learnt from this lesson, well, humans, particularly in a relationship, will not act according to their true character but changed into someone else to suit the opposite sex checklist.Also, I felt that one part of the movie make sense which is Mike mentioning that men should never judge woman as she is as but go deeper into ' layers' of her characteristics to know her better because according to him, the ugly truth about women is that they are always covering up themselves to please the opposite sex, same for men.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
11:22 PM
Well, just came back from the napfa training this morning. I think basically it gives me a wake up call to really start training for napfa test when I find today's training tough. Actually, I think today's training is quite basic whereby we do certain exercises and warm ups to different parts of our body such as our triceps and our butt muscles. We also did jogging at the end of the training. I think RP really emphasis on training the guys strong by getting physical trainers from NS to train us up, though today is a bit slack but I know its sort of like the basic of the training sessions we are going to have and there is still a long way to go!