lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Saturday, October 10, 2009
11:10 AM
Well, 1st week of school has ended! And.. seriously I am disappointed with my own performance. I told god during service just now, I have been too stuck up with my comfort zone that cause me to unable to share my thoughts with my teammates, which cause me to unable to meet my own goal. Also, I gave myself personal stress, which I thought is unnecessary because I gave myself stress to work according to my own goal but nt god's, therefore it sort of like pleasing myself, when my goals should reflect god's vision for me. Therefore, I guess I fail to let god really work through me because of personal issues and god today really encourages me a lot, in the part which talks about to rebuild our lives by wise up in dealing with discouragement, as I reflect back, indeed there are a mixture of negative feelings in me during the past week, frustration, belittle of oneself, envy and so on.
Therefore, god showed me that we should actually tell the problems how big our god instead of keep telling him about our problems, which can be out of desperation and god can't work through us when we are emotional as it is internal threat which I think is more dangerous. Therefore, god really spoke to me is that instead of keeping the discouragement within ourselves, we should spend time and pray to god about it, to ask for more courage and confidence in him, instead of bombing everything to him, which will only cause further discouragement if god really never work through you when you yourself has a personal expectation that god will do everything according to your expectations.
